everybody's got their dues in life to pay...

"Good morning......."

Turns out the last two years have all been a dream. In about 12 weeks time I expect to be back where I was until 1st May 2004.

*blows tiny party horn*

Yes, I am a bit pissed off about this. I have spent the last few months working on moving myself into a more generic role in my current company (i.e. one that is less tied to the outsource) with a view to moving onwards and upwards. This has apparently been a waste of time. On the other hand, I'm also choosing to look on this as an opportunity. From the moment this was announced this morning until the moment when I sign on the dotted line in July, I have a chance to shape my own destiny and the role that I will be going back to do. I intend to seize that chance.

It remains to be seen if this can be made worth my while.... but it might be. If it's not, then I'll be off.

I guess we'll see, eh?

(Oh God - re-reading that, I sound a touch like I've been in therapy. Perhaps I need to take some time to swim in lake 'me'.... )

* I'd like to stress that when I wake up from this dream, I do not expect to find myself married to Bobby Ewing, or to find him in my shower. Just so you know.